I really need someone, not a girl-friend nor a boyfriend. But a guy who will listen , guys seem to listen a lot better and care more, probably because they want to get into your knickers but whatever.
I have not been on here in ages, I forgot my password, and realised it was the most obvious thing. Anyway. I was suffering pretty bad with depression at the end of last year/early this year, a lot to do with my ex boyfriend and the responsibility I took on in his life. That’s a pretty long story and I’m not going into it. I was self harming but I managed to stop that, I was in counciling , which was shit and didnt help. Luckily I’m a very strong person and basically just have myself a slap and said get a grip. Lately I’ve been having a lot of down days though. Well, nights. Crying myself to sleep frequently, I hate it. I just feel so segregated from everything and I need to move away and start somewhere fresh, as someone completely different. I’ve decided I’m going to try and draw when I feel like this, not that I can draw, but I’m going to give it a go and see how it turns out.
|Kim Kardashian:||I'd like to marry this dude and spend $10 million dollars on a publicity wedding please oh and then 72 days later I'd like a divorce|
|America:||Well sure why not?|
|Britney Spears:||I want to get hitched in a chapel in Vegas and have the marriage annulled fifty-five hours later because I didn't know what the hell I was doing|
|America:||Whatever you want!|
|Carmen Electra:||I want to get married in Vegas to this basketball player and then annul the marriage nine days later cuz we were both drunk lololololololololol|
|America:||Okay, sounds like fun!|
|Gay couple:||We would like to get married and spend our lives together and possibly adopt unwanted children to give them a good home and -|
|America:||WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU IDIOTS THAT IS DISGUSTING AND WRONG YOU DEFILE THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE SO GTFO|